well...at least I tried~ :')

Tried to talk to him just now..just hoping for the best for us.nothin much,nothin less. We started with some silly stuff but then I realize topics are gettin way too much for me. I can't blame him at all..I've tried to lowered down my ego but I guess It's not as easy as it looks. Almost teared up but tried my best not to show it. Oh my~ this is just too painful. I love Him dear God..and I pray that everything will be fix..God..hear my prayers. Amen.