Dear Ramona

well..today is a very boring day for me..stayed at home most of the time. Watching the rain as it falls literally teared me up inside. Im not sure to whom should i seek for happiness..=_=" its been a while since I laughed my heart out...and it brings me into this moment where i missed my cousins n my bestest friend,Gwen. I have a lot of things to share but i guess walls and teddy bears are my only hope for companion..sigh~ what can i do to make it right? I just wish that he could understand. I wish.:'(