Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know
something.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.
I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned that I'm getting more and more like my grandma, and I'm kinda happy about it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it.
I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.
I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life.
I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control.
I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.
I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that although the word "love" can have
many different meaning, it loses value when overly used.
I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE


The way you breath makes me calm
The way you speak makes me warm
The way you see right through me
You make me the girl that I want to be
The way you hold me, I could never feel cold
The way you are, how my heart got sold
The way your nose moves when you speak
The way your eyes looks at me makes me weak
The way you smell, your perfume
It is like to be in Heaven, I assume
The way you taste, better than any chocolate
The way we fit together, it must be fate
The way you kiss me like I want to be kissed
All our moments that forever will be missed
Your humour makes me smile my happiest smile
The way we go together as well as our style
The way we both fight for our love to win
Your honesty makes me believe in everything you say,well sometimes.. :)
The way you drive your car when we are on our way but I prefer when you drive it Slow
The way you smile makes me want to kiss you
The way I am when I am with you, I could never be the way I am today
The way you stole my heart and kept it
The way we belong to each other, we fit
The sweet words that comes out of your mouth
The way I will miss you until the next time we meet
The way we are perfect, together we are complete
All these things I love about you

NOT Your looks or your money
But most the way you love me too
'I love you' is all I want you to say


We are perfect in every way baby.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

ONE DAY


Dear Gabriel,

From the very first moment I saw you I knew that we were destined to be together. It has been so long since a man has captured my attention so fully or made my heart beat this way. Your smile lights up my entire spirit. Your laughter fills me with joy, and your mere presence will warm any room. I have no doubt you are the man Heaven has made especially for me.

Thank you for the comfortable conversations and for asking me to be yours. Most importantly, thank you for sharing your love and wanting to make me your fiancee. No matter how slowly or at what distance our courtship developes, I know standing before God and our future family, vowing to be your partner for life, was the easiest decision I could have ever made.

Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although I know it’s hard for us to be apart, I know it's been rough lately but I promise you that everything is gonna be ok. Our desires will continue to stretch across any distance, over every mountain and ocean between us. Nothing can stand between us, and nothing will stop me from meeting you.

You are my future and nothing can ever keep us from our destiny. I miss you more every day. I am here with open arms where you will some day finally arrive... right where you belong.

Love Always,

Ramona

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

My niece~Ãmanda Marissa

isn't she adorable... :)

that's funny :D


My inspiration..................


taken by me



It's memorable day at the beach




HELLOO NEW DAY!~


SHALLOM!~ what a beautiful day to start with..breathtaking sunrise..birds whistling..away from the city..ohh so relaxing.. :) so as a kick off start..I would like to treat myself with a cup of coffee or...~maybe two :)..enjoying the morning breeze..fresh air and a laptop beside me. What could be more soothing..I cant think of any..I guess I'm pretty much gonna stay at home today..Got some chores to do...but,that can wait..why waste this perfect moment.. :) Surfing two website at the same time..well,I gotta say..the only reason why am I still on Facebook is because of the Games! yeahh..baking cakes,crops..mall world..those stuff..I never get bored with it...( so farr.... :) Alone at home but that's ok..my fiancee is off to work..I'm so into chinese food right now..Dumplings...Yam Cake..Kon Lau Men!! ohh well..instant noodles will do.. :)


~My fiancee is a freak about this thing called "NABU",he stuffed that thing into his mouth and let it stay there..the effects? well if you ask me,I felt sooo dizzy when I tried it for the first time...I'm not sure what does that thing do but it sure made me drunk.. He's weird...but I love his weirdness...

~I'm freaking starving...still searching for what to eat for breakfast...Pasta maybe?? hey..I did mention chinese food right????


~My sister's actually started working in Kinarut...

~Christmas is going to be awesome this year...

~ I need a new hair colour....so bad...ughh~


~My niece is 2 years old, and that makes me feel SUPER old....


~ and again,,I'm starvingggg...........................

weeeeeeeeee............:)


Today was a day of letting go of all the things that I thought were before me and surrendering to those things that are already in view and that are ahead of me. I don't know if any of you have been through this but laying down and surrendering are so hard for me. I am a stubborn girl. Not the best of traits but, hey, if you knew what I had been through in my life you would understand. I don't give up easily and I grieve when I have to. Today was a day of giving up. Not necessarily a bad thing but still very painful. One good thing it brought was peace to me and peace to my sweet fiancee that has been putting up with me while I go through this "fun" process. I Love him dearly...:)

YOU.ME.US

.VACATION.

Jane Rovera.ENGAGEMENT.Kinston Gabriel

.BIRTHDAY.

.SIBLINGS.


.COUSINS.





Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Pretty Much about Ramona's Life


Say Ramona~

Sweetheart

wedding~Alistair


Precious Dad & Mum



My Brother.My Bestfriend





Prayer of Love


“My prayer for you is this:
That you will always remember the qualities
that attracted you to each other when you first met
and how you felt as your feelings of attraction
turned into respect, admiration and finally love.
That you will work hard to turn your feelings of love
into acts of love so that nothing and no one can divide you.
That you will always have kind and loving hearts
that are quick to ask for forgiveness when you are wrong
as well as to forgive when your partner is wrong.
That your love might grow to hear all things,
believe all things, and hope for all things, endure all things.
we pray you place your marriage in God’s hands,
and that your love increases and overflows,
beyond anything you can yet imagine.”

God is Good~


Once upon a time, far, far away, there lived a poor sod called Adam. God made him from dust. He was immortal. Our hero lived in a beautiful garden called Eden. In the garden there was a Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. If Adam ate its fruit, he would know the difference between … yes, good and evil. And that would be bad, or must have been, because God told Adam that if he ate from it, he would surely die (Genesis 2:16). Our hero got lonely. So God created Woman from his rib to be his 'helper' Eve. God loved them. He made them in his image, perfect and sinless. They would never be ill, never be harmed and never die. And God was a real sport when he said, "Be fruitful and multiply" (Genesis 1:27).

Spiritual Love


You are not the air that I breathe,
You are the sweet scent that drifts upon it
You are not the sounds that I hear,
You are the music of my life
You are not the food that I need,

You are the nourishment of my soul
You are not my will to survive
You are my reason for living
It is with you that I experience the wonders of the world
It is with you that I triumph over the challenges in my path
It is your partnership that will lead me to the fulfillment of my dreams
It is your friendship that guides me as I learn and grow.
It is your patience and wisdom that calms my restless nature
It is through you that I know my true self
I do not take you for granted, I cherish you

I do not need you, I choose you
I choose you today in witness of all the people who love us
I choose you tomorrow in the privacy of our hearts
I choose you in strength and weakness
I choose you in health and in sickness

I choose you in joy and sorrow
I will choose you, over all others,
every day for all the days of my life
~Simeon Gabriel~


LOVE????


Let us explore. Let us first examine what it means to fall in love, or what happens to a lover who falls in love. Then we can carry on from there. A look at the face, and you can detect if someone is in love? The eyes look dreamy, the smile comes on many times, sometimes you will hear a giggle, all while the lover is alone. It may be some recollection of days gone by. Or you will observe the excitement of meeting the beloved. The work is finished fast, or postponed, eyes shine bright and look excited thinking of the time ahead, the pulse visibly goes up, and the walk is very fast, in a hurry to meet the beloved. To meet, share and walk hand in hand. Why? Love. But what is love exactly?

Monday, July 26, 2010

~FOREVER AND ALWAYS BABY~


Well,this all started off in 2007 :) my final year in SMK Datuk Peter Mojuntin. Form 6 is quite depressing. Hey,don't ask me why I've entered Form 6 based on my previous sentence..hehe..I entered form 6 is just because I have no where to go!~ Dont get me wrong..I do have somewhere to go..and to be exact...KEDAH! well..it's not as thrilling as it sound but the course that was offered to me was my dream..well..ONCE..:) For me ~being a Law student would make my life even more perfect..but,families are the reasons why I am still here. However,I don't even regret..cause I did well in my STPM's..and the same year I met my Fiance~Gabriel..things happen for reason ayy...:) you know how they say you can meet people in the strangest and most unpexpected place..well,here's my story. It was about few months before my final exam,me and my cuzzies were having our dinner at this chinese restaurant called "Ching Fah". He walked into my sight and suprisingly! He's my cousin's 2nd cousin! haha..confused? oke..this cousin of mine which is also his cousin is our heavenly match maker..he's related to my cousin through mom's..and that makes me on the father's side..so were off from connected to each other then!~ What could have been more amazing and nervously coincidental at the same time..he sat in front of me ( not much of a big deal, but at the time..it was~trust me ) talked,and smiled to him...first impression?? he's LOUD!! yeshh..LOUDDD!!~ he spoke kadazan? wowiee!! definitely a PLUS!! went home and my cousin's just kept teasing me..goshh..and yeahh..they even get me his phone number....impressed? picture me in! so.why waste the effort?? :D we kept messaging and messaging and messaging........and realized we do have something in common...(walawehh...) hehe..sadly,we do face some problems and lost contact for few months. Met him again (and once again..thanks to my cuzzie!!) but this time it's a bit different..we learned get more clean to each other..apparently it turned out well..:) dated for few months and later that month..relationship are getting serious..he asked me to be his Girlfriend! my stomach ache so bad,and those butterflies were makin it worse...did I said Yes? Heaven yeahh!! Look where did it brought me today..blogging about the history between us!~ Beautiful..but trust me..I have a lot more to tell..but..I just insert the important moments. This Love has dragged me here..and I'm thankful to God for the each and everyday that I've experienced..! Love is weird..but once you find that someone...it turned out to be LOVE~ :D



Put in the EFFORT~


AT THE HEART of the matter, it seems the effort put into romance is more important than the act itself. I wonder why~ As the oft-quoted adage states: It's the thought that counts! It's about continuing to invest in keeping the relationship rich and intresting I guess..=_=". I honestly do that in the beginning. It's as if like we seek one-on-one time with each other..goshh..we are intensely curious about person's life and how their day was. As time goes on,I tend to stop doing that...and I'm fully aware that it can lead to emotional distance. I guess I have to put an Effort in this relationship but talking to him nowadays just making me feel grumpier..ughh! I sure need a LOTS of coffee!!!~ :)


COFFEE IS GOOD FOR YOUR BRAIN!


enough studies have been done that we can say that drinking about half a litre of coffee a day could significantly decrease your risk of PARKINSON'S or ALZHEIMER'S disease. No-one is quite sure why, but the effect of cafeine seems substantial, whether it's in coffee,tea or soft drinks but warning for some people,too much cafeine may cause health problems. :)


Saturday, July 24, 2010

~HAPPY SUNDAY~


Another brand new day! PRAISE the Lord for giving us the chance to serve another day...for all good things came from Him. Went to Mary Immaculate's Church this morning and suprisingly..the church is packed! welcoming a Priest from Pakistan, Rev.Fr Patrick Gill. He's totally amazed on how the fellow brothers and sisters of God could sit along with the family and be in such peace. "It's not the same in Pakistan I assume"...well, another reason why we should give praise and thanks to the Lord for He had given us such a blessing! attended Mass with my lovely parents,sister,bro in-law,fiance~Gabriel and Amanda-my niece. It's a great day for me for I met the love of my life ~Jesus. I just love to be in Church..The feelings is just extraordinary..! Met a couple of people too..Melissa~always gettin prettier...:) went for breakfast at TunG See Hai..Went back home afterwards..and here I am~Blogging. hehe...Everything's started to get better between me and him..a bit relief but i hope it would last a bit longer now for my brain and heart extremely needs a rest. Thanks for understanding baby. I need it..:') and yeah..THANK YOU LORD~


It all happened on the 1st Of June 2010~




~OUR ENGAGEMENT DAY~

We are a little weird

And life's a little weird

And then when you find someone whose weirdness is compatible with yours

You join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness

And call it LOVE~


Congratulations to two very special weirdos.. ^_^


Simeon Gabriel & ME!~
CELEBRATE A NEW BEGINNING
HOPE COMES FROM LOVING
AND LOVING FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS
TRAVELLING THE DISTANCE
TO WHERE THE NEW LIFE BEGINS
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO SHARE OUR DAY
KNOW THAT YOUR PRESENCE IS DEEPLY FELT IN EVERY WAY
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
~RAMONA & GABRIEL~


| My life without you |

Your name is like a scar in my heart
That wont seem to heal
it's as if my world has gone numb
And happiness isn't real

it's as if my world has gone cold
and dying is a temptation
it's as if my life is no longer a part of me
and living is not a sensation

it's as if the seasons never change
and everything is grey
it's as if this laptop's button
knows i'm not okay

it's as if like the light that filled my room
is replaced with danger and sadness
it's as if my mind that used to be filled with hope
is only now filled with sorrow

some may call this depression
and some may call this the blues
But this is what I call
~My Life without You~

~Ramona



well...at least I tried~ :')

Tried to talk to him just now..just hoping for the best for us.nothin much,nothin less. We started with some silly stuff but then I realize topics are gettin way too much for me. I can't blame him at all..I've tried to lowered down my ego but I guess It's not as easy as it looks. Almost teared up but tried my best not to show it. Oh my~ this is just too painful. I love Him dear God..and I pray that everything will be fix..God..hear my prayers. Amen.


Gravity By Sara Bareilles~


This song really tells the way I feel right now.
something always brings me back to you
it never takes too long
no matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here til' the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
than to drown in your Love and not feel your rain

CHO*
Set me free
Leave me be
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity
here I am and I stand so tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me
all over me

You loved me cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
and all my fragile strength is gone

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see
that you're everything I think I need here on the ground
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me Down~

Dear Ramona

well..today is a very boring day for me..stayed at home most of the time. Watching the rain as it falls literally teared me up inside. Im not sure to whom should i seek for happiness..=_=" its been a while since I laughed my heart out...and it brings me into this moment where i missed my cousins n my bestest friend,Gwen. I have a lot of things to share but i guess walls and teddy bears are my only hope for companion..sigh~ what can i do to make it right? I just wish that he could understand. I wish.:'(